Epilogue
From the time I was very little, I
was pretty convinced that I knew everything.
Like why the grass was green, why the
neighbor smelled, why you were a jerk
and why I was so damn important.
Then I morphed into this unrecognizable,
fall down drunk who could not be
trusted around a jar full of quarters
left unattended by unsuspecting relatives.
I stole. I lied.
I dabbled for more than a decade
in the better living through chemistry lifestyle.
I became a self medicating mad scientist
trying to find the right balance of Nirvana
that had so adeptly eluded me since my
first sip of Jack Daniels.
Nothing could make this skin livable.
I blacked out many a night chasing down
that hope.
I tried geographical cures, but the problems
persisted because I went with me.
When I finally stumbled into AA, nothing
changed initially because I was an ego
maniacal idiot.
And then something happened...
I got sick of me.
I waved the white flag and surrendered the
need to be right about how to stay sober.
That was but a beginning.
When you stop drinking a lot of the outer messes
clean up pretty quickly which convinces you
that the inner has also changed.
It has not.
A steaming pile is still a steaming pile
even when presented in a pretty box tied with ribbon.
Fifteen years on, I still didn't get that until
even I couldn't ignore the stench of my own bullshit.
I continued the same actions dry that I did
drunk because I didn't know who I was.
Once again I got sick of me.
I waved the white flag, this time
surrendering the need to be
right about anything.
The content of this site is a
culmination of that discovery.
If you take away only one thing from
The Practice of Attraction,
my prayer for you is that you leave
with a sense of hope that comes from
recognizing the Divinity within.
The Creator and you are One and the same.
How powerful is that?
You are not a separate entity unto yourself,
but an extension of the most incredible love,
light, intelligence and energy that ignites us all.
Your potential is only hindered by
denying or not knowing who you are.
Get on about the business of living and loving.
Do it with a renewed attitude of gratitude and
an unshakeable accountability that simply says:
I am and I am here to serve.
You are everything that ever was
in this very second of time.
This is your moment and there
will be no other that matters.
Live it well with a full and thankful heart
and the law of attraction will see to it that
you get what's coming to you.
Peace, love, abundance.
Your gift is greatly appreciated.
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